unforgiven

Brother Maduce aside from the wife I am with now 30 yrs.and my bro in Henderson I don't let anyone in.I didn't want my kindness to be mistaken for weakness,and felt it better to be feared than loved.You and the men here are different and don't judge and I thank you for that,to be able to bear my soul...I think after all these years I'm long over due thanks for letting me open up a little.A couple of things my wife has taught me are compassion for others,and letting go of hate and animosity because it will eat you up.It will and has done that to me,I just try to be a little better everyday and bask in the love of my family and the few friends that I have.You guys included.

Who's the scary guy with the rifle....yiiiiikkkkkssss :o

What do you see...What I saw when I was 14 was one minute I was with my bro going to find out what these guys from the westside were doing in our hood,then one of them pulls out a gun and starts shooting.We scramble the shooting starts.He keys on me I could feel the rounds fly next to me 4 or 5 I hit the dirt,dirt kicking up next to me.They jump in their car and leave I'm looking for Caesar,about 50 ft. he's on the ground bleeding,bleeding from his mouth trying to say something.I don't know poop about first aid,then quiet hes gone.My father because of Parkinson's and dementia said a few words releases his bowels and is gone.My father in law in the end laying their like he asleep for 3 days then came his last breath.The mother in law in the last days of dementia draws her last deep breath and shes gone.No big fanfare no big commotion.Then the friends and godfather who committed suicide with a bullet to the head,so heartless to leave the family to deal with the mess, the hurt left behind is immeasurable.The end that came to so many of my wife's patients in the end.I still wonder why I'm alive and my bro is dead,I could almost taste the bullets as they flew by.What do you see...after that last breath has been drawn ...nothing,there is nothing to see.You become the shell that you, we are.Gone but not forgotten on to the next adventure,hoping like I am, to see those that have gone before me,hoping to be forgivin for the life that I once led,....Live in hope die in despair.Ponder this brother Maduce if you die in your sleep how do you know your dead?

Where does the line start >:D

Had a Ruger security-six .38/.357 nice pistol sold it [now to my regret] got back into firearms and in addition to my XDM have found I mostly carry my S&W bodyguard for easier CC IMO people that carry a revolver would pick thier shots with more thought.In situation where I would expect a higher probability of trouble [i'm not far from Gary Indiana]combined with XDM S&W makes a great New York reload.Shoot on bros.

Nice Jon XDM is the poop...tough,reliable,depenable what more could you ask for.45 priceless <thumbsup>

Holy poop brother Barry good thing you had eye protection,want to start reloading wife saids I'll blow up house will make sure she doesn't see this glad your ok :o Shoot on bro.

Welcome from the midwest brother 3 oh 3,firearms, old bikes...yea had a 73 FX nosecone shovel, kick only for almost 30 yrs. the new bikes just don't sound the same,have lost some soul.But the parts don't fall off as easy <lmao> Shoot on bro.

We need to remind them that they work for us, not the other way around.....Exactly right brother >:(

Figures, if it's to good to be true it isn't thanks for the enlightenment.Shoot on bros :(

Brother Wash one thing is for sure life is to short to be unhappy.What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.Maple is a great medium to work no 2 pcs. to same. <thumbsup>

Yea brother edgecrusher I get guns and ammo, and they have a ton of info everyone here could use.Good pick.Shoot on bro.

http://www.guns4pennies.com/auctions What's the deal with this site? Saw M1A goin for less than $300.00 <dontknow>

Nice brother Dustin a one stop. <thumbsup>

Sad but true brother 98 sad but true >:( Shoot on bro.

Wow great job on the wood,the furniture I have seen so far is knock out on these rifles.For wives third time was the charm, heard on the job a long time ago for the first time just find a girl you hate and buy her a house, skip the paper work. :o Shoot on bro.

Thanks guys you gave a lot of good info to work with.Shoot on bros. <thumbsup>

Brother MaDuce checked out vid had to laugh you do sound like kermit but thats ok,nice rifle looks good.Hope you have alot of fun with it.Shoot on bro :)

Brother 98 your having way to much fun,right on you owe it to yourself.Nice rifle Ruger maker good products have had a couple in the past.Shoot on bro. 8)

Welcome from the midwest got a threesome goin....nice <thumbsup>Shoot on bro.

Excellent explanation brother Robo,How about the handling side[swinging around] differences between carbine and midlength? <dontknow>

Wow brother 98 what a beauty nice job. <thumbsup>

What is the difference between carbine and mid length gas <dontknow>

Thanks for the tip brother Robo.Shoot on bro. <thumbsup>

Welcome brother Magtiki from midwest,lurkers welcomed lot'o info to be had from some pretty sharp guys.Shoot on bro.