I feel your pain. It reminds me of going to our first high school dance and we get dressed up, put on a half gallon of cologne and act like we know what we're doing. Pretty cool we are, new clothes and suave. Our minds are made up. We're going to look cool and not dance, we're not dancing because you can't look debonaire and flop like a wounded frog at the same time. Well at least we are steadfast until Mary Lou shows up and you're heart starts pounding and your mouth doesn't work because your tongue swelled up, adrenaline kicks in and your legs are twitching uncontrollably. Gun pushers has been there and done that. Offers 30k, easy no, 19k easy no, sweet Mary Lou for only 1900 your mouth says yes before the brain gets a chance to think. Dang, it's a science I tell you.